Final

I feel small. 生命中的一百万件事，其中就被那么一件挫败。 打倒的心情不好受，一种莫名的渺小， 曰：‘恐惧’。 毛毛的感觉，害怕历史的重演；另一方面，则忙着把碎裂的缺空铺上。生命陷入无前例的混乱， I was lost...

Some years of recovery, 别人笑我傻。意味的纠缠，嘴上是说放下了，但是心中的痛楚又有谁可以明白？ 像根斩不断的荆，悄悄的，穗穗的，回忆偶尔的浮现折腾得我好累。

I am so tired. 直到哪一天，我终于能随心畅谈的时候，或许就是时候放手了吧。

I had a dream sometime back- It was not at all pleasant. Perhaps a certain part in me had still been clinging to an unrealistic hope, but it's time to let go. I saw the dream, I felt the pain. 慌了的心，手忙脚乱，只想快快告知。然而，梦不以为然。helpless, 只好默默接受。 The doll that floated away- Affinity or Destiny alike, 全都属于过去。

崭新的开始，虔心的祷告，周五之会，I will be able to say it out. 或许这么长的一段时间早已让感情淡去，我也搞不清执着为什么。But within me, unless I say it out; 除非我你面对面。或许会很痛... 也许我们别无选择... 咬紧牙根，may the strength of our faithful Daddy sustain me and see me through.

以耶稣之圣名，阿门！